| MasterRope | Date: Friday, 2012-05-11, 12:09 PM | Message # 1 |
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| Is it a confidence issue?</br>I've been friends with some of my friends for absolutely years, one of them for over 20 years. But in recent years I've had this on and off feeling that I'm not liked. It's unfounded really, because there have been quite a few times when they've said the nicest things about me without me even asking them to. Most times I feel fine around them, but I seem to go through stages where I feel like I have to watch what I say or do incase I annoy them and they might think bad of me, and it worries me. The strange thing about it is that we've never argued about anything and my fear of annoying my best friends just comes from nowhere really. They're always there for me and I will always be there for them, they really have been there for the toughest times in my life, including the recent death of my Mum, so I don't know what could possibly make me think or feel that I annoy them to the point of them one day turning round and saying I don't want to be friends anymore. I was recently invited on holiday for a week, it was lovely, but that whole week I had that feeling that they were unhappy with me about something. I did my bit as best as I could helping them out with cleaning while staying at my friend's parent's place, and worried if I did enough and they said I did great, but that feeling would not go away. I sometimes felt quite awkward, like I was being left out of things or that they wished they bought someone else along, just felt that anything I did I wondered if it upset them, even if whatever it was I did wasn't anything bad. (In example, popping loud popcorn when they were trying to listen to a movie and had to pause it etc...) then on the last morning when we were gonna head back home, they went swimming in the morning and didn't wake me to invite me, I tried to think that maybe it was just that it never entered their mind innocently enough, but a part of me thought they wanted to get away from me for a bit.What's causing this? I just don't get why I feel this way, we've been friends for years and we've always been there for each other. It scares me that if my feelings are correct, they don't want to know me anymore for whatever reason, should I talk to them about it? But then I'm afraid if I do it'll sound like I'm fishing for compliments.</br>
Secluded placeses around kern river?</br>im looking for a place to camp on memorial weekend around kern river. i want to camp where its secluded,where i can go fishing,hiking with my dogs, and a place where i wont hear any man mad sounds haha.</br>
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